The first big point in my life worth mentioning is that we recently stuck a For Sale sign in our front yard. It was a little bit sudden, but a long time coming. The journey started about this time last year. God just started stirring in my heart that He wanted me to want more for my boys. You see, we live in the suburbs in Iowa. Adventure is everywhere, I know this. It's just a whole lot harder to find it around these parts. The TV is on far too often at our house because we just get so dang tired of them climbing the walls and destroying things. Bennett is already totally addicted to anything with a screen (which we try very hard to limit. The iPad had to go away permanently, except for road trips, because there was just way too much attitude whenever it was time to turn it off.) I want my boys to want to be outside. I don't want to have to make them go outside. I could just see things getting even worse in the years to come, rather than better. So we started to look for land out in the country (can't even believe I'm saying that. Never pictured myself as a country girl. But that's why I know this is a push from God!) that we could eventually build on. We checked out a few different spots and none of them ended up being right. Then just a couple of weeks ago, Jon came across some land that was in a great location (ie: within 15 minutes of a Target) with woods (our biggest priority). But this land just so happened to have a cute and quirky little house on it that we could move into right away. We're currently in the process of deciding if and when to put an offer on it and what that offer will be (possibly pending the sale of ours. We're not sure yet. We'll probably know a lot more next week.)
I took my first photography class last weekend with a good friend of mine. It was so much fun and I learned a lot. It just covered all of the basics in order to stop shooting in auto mode. I feel like I got a good handle on a lot of the settings and the way my camera works. I'm excited to keep honing my skills. It's a lot of fun to do something like this where you can so easily track your progress. (And frankly, it's fun to do anything at my stage in life that fuels creativity. Finger-painting and play-doh only do so much for me.)
(This has nothing to do with that class but I wanted to share it anyway. I happened upon this lighting one morning at home and took this with my phone. I think I need to recreate this shot with my real camera, just to see the difference.)
Here's one spot in my home that was slightly (actually, horrifyingly) embarrassing. Looking back at these, I sort of can't believe it sat like this for so long. But on the other hand, who really cares? I'm sure no one suffered serious complications, having to look at it. And hey, maybe it boosted some people's self esteem, knowing their house didn't look that bad! ;) I'm all for making people feel better about themselves. So you're welcome, if you came to my house in the last four years.
And the after:
Oh, hello desktop. It's nice to see you again.
"You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me." -C.S.Lewis
It couldn't possibly be more perfect for me.katygirl designs. The stuff on the right I've had forever.
Jon comes home in a couple hours after being gone for six days (SIX.) I won't lie, it's been sorta awful. Dawson's slipped back into some very difficult behavior. But it was also wonderful. Because I was majorly blessed by a few people. My mother-in-law wasn't available to help me much so a friend of mine (same friend who gave me the C.S. Lewis quote) took Dawson for me almost the whole day on Saturday. She didn't ask what she could do to help. She just told me he could spend the day with them and came and got him. And didn't bring him home for a very long time. I could have kissed her. Then around 5pm tonight, I got an email from a friend who I've only known for a couple of months, saying her daughter was getting out of dance right around the corner from my house at 6:30 and asked if she could come over after that and help with the kids for an hour or so. The relief I felt was immense. When she got here she told me she felt a stirring to help somebody today and prayed and asked God to show her someone who needed help. It brought tears to my eyes. What an amazing God we serve, who cares deeply for all of our needs. And not only did she help with the kids during the most difficult hour of the day, but she just jumped right in and washed the dishes in my sink without asking. Y'all, this is what it means to be the hands and feet of Christ. These two friends didn't send a text and say, "is there anything I can do for you?" Because I might have said, sure I could use a little help, but I certainly wouldn't have said, "yeah, can you take one of my kids for nine hours?" or "yeah, could you come over tonight at the end of your day when you're probably tired and ready to relax and play with my rowdy boys and wash all the dishes in my sink?" They just stepped up and did it.
Here's my takeaway. Don't feel weird offering help to someone you don't know that well. That will probably mean more than offering to help your best friend. And don't ask, "what can I do to help?" Just get in there and help in whatever way you know how. And if you're the one being helped, don't feel embarrassed about the massive amounts of mess, no matter how gross it may be. I started to feel embarrassed about the dirty dishes she was cleaning but I brushed it away. Everyone's sink has been piled high with a few days worth of gross dishes. No one's going to think you're gross. I am grateful tonight for these women and I will be praying that God shows me how to pay it forward in the next few days.*
*My sister-in-law also came over and shared her God-given gift of cleaning with me but I asked her to, in exchange for watching her son next week, so I didn't know how to fit it in to the story. Regardless though, she needs to be mentioned because she willingly came over for a few hours and scrubbed and shined and vacuumed like a merry little maid. That was a huge burden off of me. We're having our first house showing tonight (Wednesday) so in the midst of single-parenting for six days, I also had to get the house perfect. Talk about an insurmountable task. So Bria, I hope you know how much I appreciated you too!! You are a gift to me.